If I could stay in the dream…

Since when I can find my happiness no where but only in my dream.
In my dream, I met all my friends, all my family, all kind people…
and her, whom I should have forgotten.
My friends laughed at me and said hello,
My family said they will support me no matter what,
She said she misses me a lot and want me to go back as soon as possible.
However, I was hesitated to say yes.
It’s just too good for me to realize it’s just a dream even in my dream.
When I woke up,
I really hope I could stay in it forever.

My friend told me her life is good but her mood is bad,
so I told her mine is opposite.
Yes, my life is bad.
How bad can it be?
I might already fall if it’s not my housemates who support me till now.
I’m truly grateful for that.
Facing all these obstacles,
I just smile and move on,
without showing any worry to the people around me.

I know I’m the only one who can solve my own problem,
so I try not to bother anyone.

If it’s ok,
I wish at the very least that I’ll have a nice dream everyday from now on,
and I would like to stay in my dream as long as possible,
so I’ll have enough strength to face the reality when I wake up.